in short: i think about the future too much and it’s not terrifying. i’m not dreading it. i’m really excited actually. i’m just afraid it won’t be what i (try not to) picture in my head.

i want to be in california or somewhere else warm and exciting and different, but in all truthfulness i could probably end up somewhere else. i want certain people to stay in my life but experience (through older siblings and the like) has led me to believe i shouldn’t really be depending on or even thinking about that right now. i want to be a great designer and sometimes i think i could be doing other things with my free time besides beating skyward sword and casually going through all the how i met your mother episodes in less than two weeks.

anyways i’m happy right now and i like everything going on NOW (except winter cold) so i should probably stop thinking about the future, keep on living in the moment and such. peace! (i never say peace, that was weirdly natural)